The things I do with my life never fail to leave me alone at the end. At the end of the road it's me in front of the t.v. feeling medium sick at the stomach.
Maybe I should get married. But I suspect this would mean I would lose half a sofa, the remote control, and the long strolls down the road. I have in mind a play by Nicolai Gogol in which the almost married guy escapes from the window before getting engaged. And I remember what Oscar Wilde wrote, that men get married out of boredom and women out of curiosity(about what?), something like that.
Anyway, the posibility of an one-night-stand has complitely dissapeared, never to be heard again. As far as the women in the bars I go are concerned it's not a possibility. This leaves me in an awkward possition since it's been my ideal.
Yesterday. I did some de-tox, not from drugs, but from food. I had a tomato for lunch, well salted. By 5 o' clock I was hungry again and I had some milk, low fat.
There's nothing on the telly and I'm bored. I want to buy a computer, but right now, I can't afford it. My brother is unemployed for five months. When he finds a job, he'll buy a computer and I'll get the old one. It's the one I'm using right now. It has a 40 gigabytes hard disc, maybe I'll buy another one and it should be o.k. I expect that the quality of porn I watch will be dramaticaly increased. But, also, I'm thinking that I get bored of most sites, like You-tube, within one week.
O.k, I don't realy watch that much porn.
Isn't this a great picture? This is not me. It's a work by Jeff Wall(I think), a famous artist I like, for those who don't know him.
